We’re back from a much needed trip to Arizona. Lately I’ve been so, so stressed with everything going on in our lives. We have so many grown-up decisions to make, people to take care of, and responsibilities that I’ve just been overwhelmed. Perhaps Sam can sense the stress, cause he hasn’t been the easiest kiddo on the block. Tantrums, and whining, and being demanding. All things I like to think any young toddler goes through…right?
With all these grown up things, I decided to run away from my problems and go to who else? My mom. I love the way going home feels. I didn’t even grow up in this house, but there’s something about visiting mom and dad that make everything better. (and it’s not the massages and facials. although those are quite relaxing) It’s something I hope to provide my kids one day: comfort, strength, love, guidance.
Sometimes my mom can be pretty matter-of-fact with things, or a give little tough love. Whenever I complain to her about something with Sam she’d usually just reply, “That’s just how kids are!” She’s raised seven kids—I like to think she knows a thing or two. But hearing her say, “Boy, he really does fight you on everything!” or “Rachel, he’s playing you. Just ignore him.” Was actually really comforting to hear. Sam has been draining lately.
I’ve decided to come back to our home with a fresh look on things. And so far (first day back), things have been good. Today we did our weekly outing: Pet Store, Grocery Store, and FroYo.


It seems my old little Sammy is back too. He squealed with excitement watching the gross little rodents run around in their cages. As for the fish, he’s learned to pucker his lips and make kissy faces (not how you really make a fish face. That’s pretty hard). It’s the one time he’s quiet, so I know to look down and see his trick. There really is nothing better than seeing your child so happy.
Speaking of happy. I received a package in the mail today from a friend. I really only try to complain to Mick :) , but I think she sensed my spirits and sent the most thoughtful package. I can’t explain how surprised and special I felt. The package had a few activities for Sam and I… but it turns out the box is way more fun.

I ended the day by dropping off dinner for an ill friend. Talk about a kick in the pants. I’ve been feeling so overwhelmed with my own life, and I’ve always known there is so much I have to be thankful for that I start feeling guilty for not praising and thanking God for all that He’s given me. It’s a vicious cycle I tell ya! Truly the devil is behind my glum. Anyway, there’s nothing like spending time with friends who have real issues (like, fighting cancer issues) that get you back on track.
I’ve lightened my load with my responsibilities, and I hope to be able to focus a bit more. Here’s to a simpler life.